The flood of messages pouring in since Fran's death on January 20th has been profoundly nourishing. The loving and insightful words go straight to my bloodstream. They accompany me as I cope with the shock and the huge, sudden loss. They lift me up again and again, which is good because often I fall into an unrecognizable, empty place. Your words lift Fran up too, hold him high to show the brilliant goodness and class of the man. The memories of us that you describe bring our life together back into focus for me--and put ground under my feet.
I'd like to tell you a little more of what happened than you will find in the memorial website (www.francismacy.com )
No one was with Fran when he died. I had gone down to work in my cottage in the garden, after he and I dragged ourselves away from watching President Obama's inaugural parade, and gave each other a long, strong hug of jubilation. The doctor says the heart attack was instantaneous, but we don't know exactly when it struck. Daughter Peggy, coming upstairs about an hour and a half after that last hug, found him lying back across our bed with one hand, already cool to the touch, resting on his heart and the other holding a copy of The Nation. Within minutes firemen and paramedics from the fire station down the street were attempting to revive him, and grandson Julien was running to find me, screaming "Something happened to Opa!" Imagining they detected a flicker of a pulse, the medics took Fran to the ER at the hospital some five blocks away. Peggy and I followed, with Jack, Barbara, Anne and Enid joining us. We didn't wait long before Fran's death was confirmed.
Given the shock of the suddenness of it all, it made a huge difference to bring Fran's body home. It took some doing, but I was determined--and finally succeeded, thanks to the green burial cemetery in Marin which Fran and I had already joined. They sent a mortuary vehicle to which the hospital could legally surrender the body--and then brought it to our house.
It was a surreal and exquisite night. Our bedroom filled with flowers, candlelight, music--Russian liturgies and Bach cello suites. With scented water and rose petals in a Palestinian bowl he'd given me for Christmas, Fran's beautiful body was washed slowly, caressingly, reverently by his son, his daughter, and his wife. Then we dressed him, choosing sweatpants and a faded denim shirt I loved, and tucked bags of dry ice under his neck and back and sides, and covered his legs and torso with a sheet of royal blue. He looked calm, handsome, and noble, like a Viking chief on his funeral boat.
The next two days from ten in the morning till ten at night people came to pay their respects. No idea how many came, all told, in that steady flow of friends and neighbors, some returning more than once. No need to ring or knock, just come in and up the stairs. Go straight ahead to the bedroom and sit in silent meditation with Fran, or read to him, or join in a song. Or turn right into the dining room where more bounteous food appears by the minute or join in a quiet chat at the kitchen table. Or turn left into the living room and sit down to draw messages or pictures on muslin to be appliquèd to Fran's shroud. The sewing of that was in Peggy's domain downstairs--two friends took turns stitching long strips from her quilting fabrics, while the grandchildren and their friends kibitzed, choosing colors and making more decorations for Opa. What struck me above all was the atmosphere that reigned. I can still almost feel it, the softness and buoyancy of the air, a sweet lightness around us and inside us.
On the morning of the third day we smudged Fran's body with sage and wrapped him fully in the finished shroud. The burial took place at Fernwood Cemetery with family and a handful of friends. First a lovely spare service in the chapel, beyond its glass wall a tumbling stream. Between Kurt Kuhwald's prayer of welcome and Jennifer Berezan's closing chant ("She Carries Me") people came forward to speak directly, spontaneously to Fran. Then we all circled up for the Elm Dance around his body. Up on a hillside about a quarter mile distant, the grave was ready. Six men--sons, nephews, friends--took hold of straps and lowered the shrouded body into the earth. No coffin, no box, just cloth and dirt. Prayers. Dona Nobis Pacem. Flowers tossed in, then handfuls of loose soil. A gentle rain. The hillside looks out toward Mount Tamalpais to the northwest and due west to a rolling ridge and the great ocean.
On February 21st hundreds of Fran's friends, colleagues, and kin joined us at Berkeley's First Congregational Church to honor his life. What a great outpouring of heart that was, with tears, laughter, wonderful words, and a wealth of music. Chris, our first-born, was on hand, returning from four years in Amsterdam. Now that he's back in Berkeley he's ready to stay for a while, making us very happy.
Another memorial, unplanned and ongoing, is in the training DVD for the Work That Reconnects. That film, to be seen on this web site and ordered from it, would not have been made without Fran's belief in its importance as a teaching tool, and his determination to pull it off and raise the needed funds. How fitting that it now carries him forward in a scene of his teaching the Great Turning. Like others who have noted this, Louise Dunlap writes me:
One of the many hardest things about losing Fran was the sense of losing myself as well. Disinterest in my life and work would sweep over me at moments, and then it was hard to see any value in the teaching and writing that for decades had imbued me with purpose and joy. At those awful moments everything seemed pointless and I'd wonder if I could or even wanted to continue.
Then, just a month after the memorial, that changed. I had a kind of visitation from Fran. Awaking in the middle of the night, I looked up through our high bedroom window to see two stars grow brighter and brighter as they seemed to move toward me. Then every cell of my body was flooded with warmth and energy. I recognized that it was Fran, his love for me, and then, just as strong a charge, my love for him--I couldn't tell the difference, and kept weeping on and on with thanksgiving. Then, in the thought chamber of my mind, these words: "I stayed as long as I could." Given the cardiological history of Macy men, that's true: he made every effort to keep his heart ticking and succeeded till almost 82, twelve years longer than his father and his brother. A second communication followed, and more insistently. "Continue the work, it's needed. You must keep on."
Since that night the terrible lostness is all but gone. I still get ambushed by grief. The hollowness in my stomach still comes, without warning. I would still crawl on my hands and knees to the ends of the Earth to find him and be with him, even for the shortest while. I want so badly to talk with him about what's happening to our country, our world. But a lot of the time, I'm okay--steady and willing. And when I meet with groups and teach, the old glee erupts.
Each time I teach and share the Work That Reconnects, folks come forward who feel drawn to deeper learning and to facilitating the work themselves. This is cause for great gladness in me. Fran's insistence that I continue the work is an invitation to me and also to others. I want to respond to everyone who feels called to carry the work forward, and many young people who want to work with me are struggling financially, especially in today's economy.
My 80th birthday is coming up on May 2, and I will enjoy it with a modest, family-organized, picnic-style celebration. I will surely tune to the love and support I know you feel for me, and my gratitude for your lives. I invite you to send me your blessing on May 2. If you are inclined to celebrate with a gift, I would be honored to receive contributions to my scholarship fund, which will support more young people to learn and facilitate the Work That Reconnects.
I have lots more to tell you--about forms the courses and workshops are taking; about the 365 page book for Harpers, A Year with Rilke , that I'm hurrying to complete with Anita Barrows; and about the measureless gratitude I feel every single day for my daughter, sons, their spouses, and children living close at hand. But that can wait for now.
Blessings on you, everyone.
JoannaOn
the brighter side, I am freshly struck by the moral beauty of those who
bear witness. Those survivors, teachers, and museum directors are
indispensable culture workers who would preserve for us all the meaning
of what happened in 1945 to change the world forever. With
their stories and exhibits, they are committed to remembering, because
only remembering can redeem us.
May the blessings of our essential solidarity bear fruit in 2009.
Love,
Nov 11, 2008
Dear People,
Like
many of you I'm still trying to believe what happened last week.
Even though I have issues with some of Barack Obama's stated views,
especially in foreign policy, the miracle is that he was elected--and
by a landslide. I hadn't dared to hope for that. And now
each day's news and photos still deliver such a charge, I hardly know
how to speak my gladness--except to repeat how grateful I am that I've
lived long enough to see this.
My heart
is moved by so many dimensions of this amazing moment in our
history. My heart is moved by Barack and Michele's courage from
the start. And by the hundreds of thousands of women, men and
youngsters who worked tirelessly for months in every corner of the
country, many taking leave from jobs and school to devote their efforts
full time. And by the massive, joyous celebrations that
continue to erupt. This outpouring is more than about winning; I
feel it coming from the soul of our nation, even showing me that our
country has a soul--a hunger for decency that those who wielded power have for so long not perceived or understood.
Right
now I am feeling especially thankful for a diligent bunch who, over the
last four years, set themselves the task of determining and proving how
voting machines were rigged to allow the theft of the 2004 election, so
that it wouldn't happen again. They call themselves Velvet
Revolution, and for the breathtaking story of how, in the nick of time,
they brought their accumulated evidence to legal action to compel
testimony from Karl Rove and his key operative Mike Connell, see their
web site www.velvetrevolution.us and www.rovecybergate.com.
Last
Saturday Harriett Crosby described their goal: "We at Velvet
Revolution were running defense for democracy, tackling those who were
coming at Obama from the shadowy sidelines, people like Connell who
were using secret computer IT networks to manipulate the vote count at
the tabulation level. While Robert Kennedy and Greg Palast were
publicizing voter disenfranchisement, intimidation, purging voter
registration lists and all the visible ways of suppressing the
Democratic vote, Velvet Revolution was going after the invisible
corruption, election tabulation fraud."
On November 1, a Federal Judge in
Akron
,
Ohio
, studying the evidence compiled and presented by Velvet Revolution,
ordered Connell to appear for a sworn deposition. Connell said he
was too busy to come until after the election, but the judge insisted
that he appear in person on Monday, November 3 rd--and he
did. It now seems clear that, with evidence surfacing of the
votes stolen in 2004, Rove, Connell and company decided that it wasn't
worth the risk to manipulate another election. As voting expert
Mark Crispin Miller said, "And there was Karl Rove's abrupt decision not to
try to rig the outcome, a reversal he signaled Monday evening when he
suddenly foretold an electoral landslide for Obama, just hours after
Mike Connell, his longtime IT fixer, had been forced to answer
questions, under oath in an Ohio courtroom."
In celebration and solidarity,
Joanna
October 27, 2008
Dear People,
Well,
it's happened. The financial meltdown so long predicted has begun for
real. Even if we knew it had to happen, it's scary. Stock markets
crashing, foreclosures skyrocketing, the biggest banks going belly up,
jobs disappearing. With so much suffering for so many, and more losses
foretold, it's hard not to feel the panic.
I'm
scared of what that panic will do to our country--corroding our trust
in each other and in the future, when we need it for the Great Turning.
At moments I feel fear about my own life, wondering what it will mean
for Fran's and my work for the world, if the cushion of savings he's so
carefully husbanded evaporates.
So
I am grateful for teachers who, at just the right moment, remind me to
hold a larger perspective. Here are three who have been of particular
help: Minqi Li, Robert Reich, and Granny D.
Minqi
Li is economics professor at University of Utah. He shook me awake to
the realization that this economic collapse, far worse than anything
since 1929, is what life on this planet needs for the survival of
complex life-forms. He says that in order to cut greenhouse gas
emissions sufficiently to avoid irreversible climate disaster, "the
world economy must contract at a historically rapid clip--at an annual
rate of -1 to -3.4 % between now and 2050…. Economic growth will have
to be thrown into reverse."
The
retrenchment he sees as necessary is about 55% over a span of 40 years;
that is what occurred over four years in the Great Depression. As Stan
Cox of AlterNet points out, everything depends on how the economic
contraction is handled. If chaotic efforts are made to restore capital
accumulation, life on Earth will continue to deteriorate. To cure the
malignant economic growth that we've unleashed, new ways of thinking
and acting must come from the bottom up and from both hemispheres of
this ailing planet. The turbulent times that lie ahead may offer the
opening we've been waiting for.
According
to Robert Reich, Secretary of Labor under Clinton, the "deep recession"
he foresees is the direct result of the economic inequality we've
created. His analysis suggests that this economic failure is the price
of moral failure.
The
top 1 percent of American earners take home about 20 percent of total
national income. Reich says the last time that happened was 1928; after
that the economy caved in. "The wealthy," he reflects, "devote a
smaller percentage of their earnings to buying things than the rest of
us because, after all, they're rich and already have most of what they
want. Instead of buying, they're more likely to invest their earnings
wherever around the world they can get the highest return… The
underlying problem of such imbalance in earnings has been masked for
years: first by sending more women into the work force, till working
mothers with school-age children almost doubled since 1970, to more
than 70 percent. The second coping mechanism was working more hours,
till Americans became veritable workaholics, putting in 350 more hours
a year than the average European. Then came a third way of coping: to
borrow... But now with the bursting of the housing bubble, we've
reached the end of our ability to borrow, just as lenders have reached
the end of their capacity to lend. That means there's not enough
purchasing power in the economy to buy all the goods and services it's
producing.
"We're
finally reaping the whirlwind of widening inequality and ever more
concentrated wealth… The long-term answer is for America to invest in
its working people--health insurance, good schools and higher
education, while also investing in the clean-energy technologies of the
future, and adopting progressive taxes at federal, state and local
levels. Call it bottom-up economics. It would be a sad irony of the
Wall Street bailout robs us of the resources we need in order to do
that."
Nine years
ago at the age of 90, Doris Haddock, known as Granny D, walked 3,200
miles across the country to promote limits to corporate rule. Two weeks
ago in Philadelphia, she shared her memories of the Great Depression
and urged us to stop viewing it as a time of horror.
"Maybe
we were hungry sometimes, but did we starve? No, because we had our
friends and family and the earth to sustain us. Our memories of that
time are more round and golden than sharp-edged. My husband Jim made an
ice rink from a little meadow, and he made a few dollars extra those
winters of the Depression. I learned to put on one-woman plays and
performed in women's clubs here and there, making the rest of what we
needed. We were fountains of creativity. We were fountains of
friendship to our neighbors. As a nation, we were a mighty river of
mutual support."
Read on. Granny D's words are such wonderful medicine for us all right now that I'll not interrupt her till I sign off.
"Imagination!
Let me suggest that a generation raised on books and storytelling,
where one's own imagination had to fill in the colors and details, made
us a generation quite able to imagine marvelous ways to fill our family
dinner table in those years. Let me suggest that the power of
imagination was essential to the rise of all the grand improvements we
achieved for each other and called our New Deal. Imagination allows the
citizen and the politician to connect with people of every situation
and condition.
"The
foundation of right-wing politics is a grand absence of imagination. If
you cannot imagine what people need until it happens to you, then I
suggest you have never read a mystery book under your covers by
flashlight…
"I
want to tell you - especially if you are young and have not experienced
true hard times - that there is nothing much to it, if you will insist
on creatively and ferociously loving the friends and neighbors around
you. And fifty or seventy years from now, if you are blessed with a
long life, you will count those years as being some of your best, as
indeed I do…
"Fear
for the loss of material things is but the jitters of an addict, and
the jitters go away once we relax into whatever new world we find
ourselves come into…
"If
you own stocks, you own a small percentage of the nation's economy.
It's like owning a family business. Some years your shares will be
worth a lot, some years they will not. But they are your piece of the
action and you should hold onto it. You might even use the current low
prices as an opportunity to increase your share of the pie.
"Our
real challenge is not the disaster caused by the deregulation of Wall
Street, for which my friend Senator McCain must answer, but instead it
is the dislocations -- economic, food supply, coastline and weather
dislocations -- caused by our continued use of fossil fuels and the
resulting warming of our atmosphere that is our real emergency and the
true challenge for our character.
"And
I want you to understand that you must see beyond the distraction of
these present headlines to the true challenges ahead, which have little
to do with Wall Street and everything to do with changing the very ways
we live, so that intelligent life on earth might prosper and survive."
Amen!
Yours in glad solidarity,
August 31, 2008
Dear People,
This year's ten-day training intensive in the Work That Reconnects took place once again at Land of Medicine Buddha,
southeast of Santa Cruz, California. Earlier this month, amidst
redwoods and prayer-wheels, thirty-nine of us from five continents
moved through the spiral of the work. It was like entering the
heart of the world, and finding it in the depths of our own
being. That stemmed, I believe, from the exquisite, almost
excruciating tension between our awareness of unbearable suffering and
a dawning sense of unbelievable promise. Truth-telling bred such
trust and respect between us, I imagined our heart-minds as interlinked
as neurons in a neural net.
As usual my co-teachers
were Fran Macy and our veteran intensive coordinator Doug Mosel.
Doug, in his commitment to local food sustainability, has become a
full-time farmer and organizer. His offering to our group's altar
this year was freshly harvested grain, including the first wheat to be
re-introduced to Mendocino County.
As usual the goals of the intensive were clear from the start. Since they have guided us well, I'll list them for you here:
1.
To sharpen our perceptions of both the unraveling of the industrial
growth society and the emergence of a life-sustaining society.
2.
To understand cognitively and to integrate psychologically and
spiritually the Work that Reconnects. This includes: a)
conceptual learning (e.g. living systems theory, deep ecology); b)
spiritual practices from several traditions, especially Buddhist; and
c) interactive processes (including despair work, deep ecology and deep
time exercises, rituals, and collaborative small group work.
3.
To build strong, lasting connections with sister and brothers warriors
for life on Earth, that can provide mutual support under conditions of
political repression, economic breakdown, and ecological collapse.
4.
To review our lives, reflect on our gifts, and clarify our intentions
for taking part in the Great Turning.
Except for our mid-intensive solo in nature, each day together begins
in the same fashion. The collective quiet, or Noble Silence, that
begins the night before at 10:30 and continues through breakfast, is
not broken until we start the morning's plenary at nine with the Elm
Dance. It is like a spontaneous prayer in motion, the way places
and beings we want healing for are called out into the music as we
dance. Then, after anchoring those prayers by deep bows to Earth,
we receive an offering by one of the participants, in the form of song
or poetry or movement. Next comes a five-minute newscast by our own
radio-journalist, who rose early to listen to the BBC. Fran likes
to balance the day's headlines by weaving in an item or two reflecting
the Great Turning. This "News from Earth" is an important
ingredient, bringing the outside world into focus and keeping our
experience together from becoming a self-referential bubble--especially
since our intensive is cell phone and laptop-free.
The
morning session that follows blends oral teachings and experiential
practices. The rich mix is like being in a combination of
monastery, think-tank, and psychological laboratory. We begin
with meditation practice: basics of and variations on anapanasati or mindfulness of breathing in and breathing out.
Merging mind with body, it unites the group in a quiet, rapt attention
to the present moment. It is excellent for heightening our sense
of belonging to Earth, as we experience ourselves being breathed by
life. Opening to the newness of each breath, we attune to our
nature as flow, learn to befriend uncertainty and lessen fears of our
own impermanence.
Ah, the knowledge of impermanence
that haunts our days
is their very fragrance.
Rilke's Sonnet to Orpheus, Part 2, 27.
Toward the end of one morning session, Doug led a new version of the Wheel of the Great Turning.
After a very sobering presentation and discussion on the food crisis,
from genetically engineered seeds to the effects of oil scarcity and
climate change, he had us assemble in circles of 13 or so. In the
middle of each large circle he placed three objects. First, a
roll of gauze bandaging or other first-aid material, to represent
holding actions. Then a little jar of his fresh grain (in the
classic version of this exercise it's usually a green vine or leafy
stalk), to symbolize systems change and new ways of doing things.
And thirdly a crystal for the third dimension of the Great Turning, the
shift in consciousness. In each circle we took turns randomly to
reach out and take the appropriate object in our hand and speak of
something we are doing or taking part in doing for the health and
security of food. After each sharing, we all repeated "So it is
with the Great Turning!" We were still going strong when Doug
called a halt after twenty or thirty minutes, to wrap up the morning
session. At our closing circle on the last day, a participant
from New Zealand singled out that particular experience as having given
her the most hope for the future.
The summer began
with a gathering that was equally rewarding, though half as long and
five times as big. In June in Germany a mega-workshop took place,
called Konferenz des Lebens: dem Wandel Kraft geben
(Conference of Life: Giving Power to the Turning). Mornings were
my time to guide, in fresh ways, two hundred of us through the spiral
of the Work that Reconnects; then afternoons and evenings some dozen
assistant facilitators took over, taking charge of seven or eight
different "home groups" and drawing on their own special skills and
experience. It was a joy to be with them and see them work, for
we've been on the path together for a long time. I've been walking with
some of them since the mid-80's, and my life and work have been hugely
enriched by them. They have developed an impressive model for
developing and disseminating the Work that Reconnects: called
"Holon-training," it takes place over a year of bimonthly residential
sessions, one of which is expanded into a vision quest in wild
nature. For information about it, you can write gabibott@siebenlinden.de and in english,too.
A high point of the Konferenz des Lebens was an evening devoted to a Markt den Moeglichkeiten (marketplace
of possibilities), which turned the final Going Forth stage of the
spiral into a kind of festival. With only one hour free to
prepare the space, and with zero coordination from the leadership team,
the participants turned the huge hall into richly decorated fairground,
where paths wound through several dozen stands displaying the ventures
and activities they are undertaking for the Great Turning. Music,
art, and dancing enlivened the scene. As I wandered about
with this old friend and then the next, I thought to myself, "this is
what heaven is like."
Fran and I are winding up a week's holiday.
It was originally planned for the high Sierras, then canceled because
we thought the altitude might be too much of a challenge for my lungs,
which had been affected this summer by the smoke of California's
wildfires. We decided to take a holiday anyway: right here at
this lovely B&B on Cherry Street. A neighbor of ours called
it a "staycation." We weren't sure how we'd steer clear of our
computers, phones, and usual piles of overdue work, but; we did!
We
read in the garden--my nose deep in an engrossing new biography of
Albert Einstein by Walter Isaacson, and Fran's in Bill Plotkin's Nature and the Human Soul. We
walked around Oakland's Lake Merritt, hiked in the hills of Tilden
Park, and swam in its Lake Anza. We went to the movies (don't
miss Edge of Heaven) and a brilliant out-door matinee of Tchekhov's Uncle Vanya by
Cal Shakes. And we became tourists in San Francisco, taking the
BART into the city to soak up paintings by Frida Kahlo and a quartet of
Women Impressionists including Berthe Morisot and Mary Cassatt--and
even showed up one night at Beach Blanket Babylon, the raunchy, goofy musical still going strong after forty years.
On
Friday, picking up son Jack at the Department of Environment where he
works, we walked with him up the street and into United Nations Plaza,
now entirely given over to the displays and celebrations of Slow Food Nation,
the first such event in the country. Stalls of fruits and veggies
thrummed with life, color, and young people. The whole lawn in
front of San Francisco's City Hall was transformed into raised-bed
gardens bursting with native flowers and food plants from tasseled corn
to juicy tomatoes, chard, melons. The avenues of plane trees on either
side sheltered stands of good things to eat and straw bales to sit on
while you ate --slowly, of course.
The rewards of staying home
were described to me in a letter last winter from a woman in western
Canada. After explaining why she and her husband were not coming
to an intensive despite their great interest in the Work that
Reconnects--no passports, for one thing--she went on to say:
.
. . We have given up the ownership of a vehicle. Life without the car
gives us a wonderful intimacy with our surrounding world. We are
immersed in the selfsame finite landscape that Fran speaks about on the
Workshop DVD. It is our daily life and it grows into our full
beingness. In sacrificing our 'wings' we have found an entirely
new way to fly and we are infused with an extraordinary sense of
liberation. In saying No to the commands of the Industrial Dogma
we are saying Yes to the Great Turning. . ."
One of the things I most love about the Work that Reconnects is the way it can give voice to the spiritual teacher within each person.
We become each others' guides, bestowing learnings, steadiness, and
inspiration. So let me share with you some nourishing words from
students and colleagues.
"I'm starkly aware of
planetary suffering these days. I can't ignore it even if I
wanted to. Sometimes it feels like a mounting tension pulsing
beneath the surface of everything. I've been having disturbing
dreams. . . I've found it helpful to move the fear and grief from my
throat down into my lower body--it feels more spacious, more connected
and grounded, less personal from that place. And I've also been
calling upon future beings and ancestors, and feeling their presence
also helps me widen my perspective and sense of self." Young
teacher of environmental studies.
"The Great Turning
is rooted within the planet herself. And it begins within each of
us. It is our planet (be)coming through us." Student at
California Institute of Integral Studies (CIIS).
"Just
as a near-death experience can result in the expansion of normal
awareness, so too can this [planetary crisis] precipitate the emergence
of a new relationship between humans and the natural world." Andrew
Beath.
A former student of mine also speaks to the relevance and significance of the death experience. Nate writes:
"Faced
with the reality of our present condition and holding even the vaguest
sense of how enraptured and embedded in our modern industrial way of
being in the world we humans truly are, one comes to the same
conclusion as French philosopher Edgar Morin: the situation is
'logically hopeless.'
"The situation is logically
hopeless, not because we lack the innate creativity to remedy our ills,
but because we refuse to enter the depths of our own sickness. . .
"We
believe the world is ours to save, that because we are the direct and
tangible cause of its destruction, we must also be its savior and
rescuer. We believe, in our modern hubris, that human ingenuity is the
primary essence of Earth's expression and the ultimate product of its
evolution. . . In this delusion we have come to believe ourselves as
the grand redeemers, destined to save the world from its demise. . .
"To
live through this moment we must fully enter our own death. . . Only by
embracing the uncertainty of our moment and stepping fully into our
unknown future, in an ultimate gesture of surrender, will we ever live
to be reborn. . .
"Surely Earth is in need of our
dying. . . The journey into our dying is the surrender to our becoming
the fullest expression of ourselves."
In a CIIS course on the Great Turning, I shared experiential work in deep time.
Graduate student Sean Ellsworth gives me permission to quote from his
paper. I do so here at considerable length because deep time work is becoming more and more important in the Work that Reconnects, more and more generative of insight.
About the practice called "Harvesting the Gifts of the Ancestors," Sean wrote:
"As
I wound my way back through time. . . back to the African forest we all
came from, I was overwhelmed with the power, struggle and love embedded
in all the acts of the ancient ones. As I stood looking across
the savanna into the deep future, I was glad to know that the feelings
in me would be able to find deeper expression in art, language and
society, and was able to forgive the damage and pain that I also saw in
the future, knowing that pain and suffering would natrually arise along
the path towards balanced expressions of loving relationship. . .
"Retracing
the journey of the ancients out through the ages, I noticed so many
different kinds of personalities. . . the timid and cautious as well as
the rash and dominating. I was surprised that I felt gratitude,
not judgment, for all these ancient ones, whose interactions brought us
here today. I do not like domination and the oppression that goes
with it, but this exercise gave me a sense of how all these ways of
groping into being were involved. . . Thoughts and impressions such as
this were coming up as I neared my body again, and wave after wave of
gratitude surfaced.
"It wasn't until I stepped back
into myself that fear, anger and hatred again emerged. It was
quite surprising how distinctly they emerged, like slipping into old
shoes that fit well. I now reflect that part of my practice. . .
must be to try holding the fear, anger and hatred that I experience in
this body in respectful gratitude. This steppping back from the
"me-ness" of negative emotions, I feel, is a part of our emerging Gaian
consciousness, one that looks at all life processes from a greater
perspective that can hold them and allow space for healing. . ."
Reflecting on the Seventh Generation exercise, called the Double Circle in my book Coming Back to Life, Sean notes that he was assigned the role of a future human, and writes:
"I
was surprised to see how I could receive the responses from each of the
humans of the Great Turning more compassionately from the future.
I received messages of pain, confusion and hope. When I was asked
to give a message back through time I was surprised that the answer
came easily, if heavily. . . I saw the pain and love in each of their
hearts as the seeds of the future, the intuitions of what could or
should be. It was in this experience that I most profoundly felt
the pain and suffering in my own life. . . The feeling that we each can
be grateful for our struggles in the knowledge that they are part of
the creation of the future, its karmic roots perhaps, is one I am
trying to carry with me."
Reflecting on the re-organization of self that the Great Turning invites and requires, Sean writes:
"The
process of remembering who we are and where we are. . . promises to be
a painful one. The image of psychic birthing comes to mind.
The exercise we learned of 'Breathing Through' the pain and suffering of our time resonated with me as a form of Lamaze for human consciousness's birth into Gaian
consciousness (my emphasis). It is a way for us to hold onto
ourselves and not get lost in the pain and suffering around us.
And more than that, it is a way that we can use that suffering to let
us stand in the chaos of life, thereby facing suffering and respecting
it.
"This remembering who we are, and whose voice is
trying to speak through us, does not in any way diminish our personal
struggles. . . (or) the societal and biological burdens. . . But I feel
this remembering is necessary to make our burdens lighter, to make our
daily lives more livable, because we can have hope that there is a
voice in us that can speak in the power of wisdom, and a voice that can
speak in wise action."
* * *
Alert to all lovers and doers of the Work that Reconnects: a network of facilitators
in North America to be posted on this web site is in process of
creation, thanks to Barbara Ford of Portland, Oregon. For
explanation and application see the menu on Work That Reconnects page
of this web site.
Yours in solidarity and gratitude for Earth,
Joanna
May 13, 2008
Dear People,
Back home from much travel this spring, Fran and I celebrate by having the grandchildren overnight--Jack and
Charlotte
's two girls coming over from their
Fulton Street
house six blocks away, and Peggy and Gregoire's son migrating up from
the downstairs flat. Julien and Eliza (both 10) and
Lydia
(7) are still so harmonious and high-spirited together, ready for
anything, that these times with them seem ever more precious.
Despite Dharma teachings of impermanence, I yearn for these moments to
go on forever. One of our games last night was "Mystery
Tray." In teams you find and arrange a dozen or so assorted
objects on a tray, cover them with a cloth which you then whip off to
let the others view the display for 20 seconds max. The next time
you do it, you have removed one of the objects. The aim, of
course, is to see how fast the others can detect what's missing.
What I most detected was the large gap in powers of speedy observation between ages of seven and seventy-nine.
So
we take joy in our families while across the world other families, by
scores of thousands, are buried by mammoth earthquakes, drowned in
cyclones, lost to each other in floods and rubble, crying for food in
makeshift camps. Their suffering is beyond my capacity to
conceive; but maybe I can try to breathe with them. We are linked
to each other like cells in the living body of Earth. I can
almost feel that connection, like an ache in the heart. It
reminds it is for them, as much as for our own children and
grandchildren, that Fran and I keep taking our work out into the world.
Climate change and peak oil were the focus of this year's weeklong Easter conference at the Findhorn Foundation in
Scotland
. Fran and I felt privileged to take part, and harvested
knowledge and inspiration from the lively participants as
well as co-presenters, such as Richard Heinberg (Peak Everything
is his latest), Rob Hopkins (founder of Transition Towns movement),
Megan Quinn (outreach director of Community Solutions), and Richard
Olivier (who drew us into Shakespeare's As You Like It to discern qualities of green leadership).
On the web site www.Findhorn.org/events
you'll find a pretty full description of the conference, which included
the 2-day, 5-session workshop we conducted at the outset. The
descriptions were posted nightly without opportunity for presenters to
check their accuracy, but they do convey the flow and the fare as we
followed the spiral of the Work That Reconnects. With 250 people
participating, we were challenged to invent new forms, especially for
the part that's most intense: Honoring Our Pain for theWorld.
That session began with poetry and spoken reflections on the power,
liberation, and solidarity that comes with owning our collective
grief. Then people clustered in foursomes to tell of their
experience of the "great unraveling." After that they sang
together, over and over like a chant, words of Adrienne Rich put to
music by Carolyn McDade.
My heart is moved by all I cannot save.
So much has been destroyed.
I have to cast my lot with those who,
age after age, perversely,
with no extraordinary power,
reconstitute the world.
The
second half of that session is omitted on the Findhorn web site, so let
me tell you what we did. With lights lowered, images of
suffering and breakdown in our world were projected on a large screen,
while a wordless, choral lament (from the same "My Heart is Moved" CD
by Carolyn McDade) played over and over. On the hall's large,
central floor space were set three glass bowls half-filled with water.
The ritual consisted of people slowly, randomly, coming down from their
seats around the hall to kneel by a bowl, and let its water trickle
from their hands and their tears for the world be spoken ("My tears are
for…"). As their forms moved about in the semi-darkness, resting
here and there on the floor, or returning to their seats, we all seemed
to be held by the music, the murmuring around the bowls, the splash of
water. Then, when movement had stilled, we slowly processed out
of the hall, carrying the Bowls of Tears. Into a garden pond
outside the entrance we formally poured them out, reminding ourselves
that the pain we feel for the world is no private pathology; it
connects us with Earth and each other. "Let us remember: our
tears for the world are the tears of Gaia."
The depth
and beauty I experienced in the conference as a whole is conveyed in an
interview with Rob Hopkins, which is on his web site
(www.transitionculture.org/2008/04/21/). It starts: Rob: "What
has been special for you about this conference?" Joanna: "You.
And the people who are here. The beauty of Universal Hall. The
coloured lights in the ceiling. The earnestness and the intention
of the people stir me greatly. The willingness, the sense of
unpanicked urgency. The deep goodwill. The dancing.
The humour. That these folks are all doing it for the love of it
without seeing the results of their own actions. That they are
freed from continually computing our chances of success."
Let me signal Rob Hopkins' engaging new book, which you can order from his web site. Its title: the Transition Handbook: from oil dependency to local resilience. Sharing stories and lessons from his work in
Ireland
and
Devon
, he shows how the oil crisis can lead to the rebirth of local
communities, which will grow more of their own food, generate their own
power, and build their own houses with local materials.
The events I took part in after Findhorn--in southern
England
and the American northwest--brought me together with folks who are
themselves facilitators and guides of the Work That Reconnects.
Since the group work has been a "give away" from the start, without
institutional support, control, or even coordination, it's heartening
to get a glimpse of how it is spreading. Also I learned how
helpful the DVD (Joanna Macy: The Work That Reconnects) has been for people in building confidence and providing tools.
An
April "consultation" weekend near Bristol gathered thirty such
facilitators, including veterans like Pat Fleming and Alex Wildwood,
who first joined me back in 1983 when we called it "despair and
empowerment work," and educator Jane Reed, who joined us in 1987 when
we called it "deep ecology work," and then founded the Institute for
Deep Ecology Education. Thanks to such a history and to Chris
Johnstone's Great Turning Times e-newsletter, not to mention
keen participation of folks in the Network of Engaged Buddhists and
Friends of the Western Buddhist Order, Great Britain is a hot bed of
workshops and trainings--and thirty more facilitators and would-be
facilitators would have come if there had been room.
In
Seattle
as well, two weeks ago, I got a grateful sense of how the work is
spreading. And I do mean grateful, because, when my chest cold
kicked up and I couldn't complete the weekend workshop, seasoned
colleagues took over for me. Randy Morris and Lois Canright,
along with organizer Vic Bremson, led the 70 participants through "deep
time" and "going forth" practices as well as a good round of
networking. Randy, professor at Antioch University Seattle, draws on
myth, culture, nature and Jungian psychology to teach a fantastic
course called "Foundations for the Great Turning," (I hope to post the
syllabus soon on my Great Turning page). He and Lois are members
of Great Turning Northwest, a facilitators self-training group
including Margo Adair, Bill Aal, Hillery Crocker, Dana Illo and others
who've worked with me and even stood in for me over the years.
The
Seattle
weekend was organized by For the Grandchildren
(www.forthegrandchildren.org), a network animated by its "commitment to
unleash the power and joy of generational responsibility."
The kick-off event Friday night featured David Korten and me in
dialogue. Dave's work has been so important to my own perceptions
and understanding over the years, I felt both honored and humbled to
appear with him. Our dialogue can be heard on-line at http://ourmedia.org/node/399129. His website www.davidkorten.org
contains some powerful delineations of the Great Turning, which he sees
as an "epic passage" and "defining moment" in our journey on
Earth.
After staying on in the
Seattle
area for some restful days and lively evenings, including a public
dialogue with Bill Plotkin on Whidbey Island and sharing Dharmic views
of the Great Turning at the
Puget Sound
Zen
Center
on Vashon Island, we flew to
Boise
,
Idaho
. I say "we" because my wonderful assistant Anne Symens-Bucher accompanied me as keeper and general wizard.
In
Boise
my 79th
birthday was celebrated at numerous occasions, including public
lecture, interfaith breakfast at mosque, amethyst bio-mat healing
session in a magical store, Thai dinner, and a large, very vibrant
weekend workshop. I attribute the vibrancy of the workshop, as
well as its high numbers and depth of engagement, to familiarity with
the work. A major role was played by Dan Walters, who, after a
number of trainings with me in other places, was determined to ground
the Work That Reconnects in his own city. So he enlisted a dozen
or so colleagues from Earth Institute circles and Business Alliance for
Local Living Economy, who joined him for a series of ten meetings using
the DVD; then this group in turn spawned two others.
The
work is spreading on-line as well. In addition to the internet
goodies noted above, let me tell you about an engaging, illustrated
course based on my book Coming Back to Life. Created by
Stuart Carduner for a Buddhist-oriented web site, it uses arresting
visuals as well as clips from my DVD to illustrate the book's key
teachings. The course is called Reconnecting to Life and you'll enjoy taking a look at it on www.ashokaedu.net/coursesM/34/1.html, and telling friends who may not be into books (or even those who are).
Flash
to all Elm-Dancers and Nuclear Activists! New reports on the
situation in Novozybkov (due East of Chernobyl) come in from biologist
Ludmila Zhirina, who has been distributing radiation monitors on our
behalf through her organization Viola. Since 2003 teachers,
families, and farmers have received these hand-held Geiger counters, as
well as training in their use. They have learned to check food
stuffs and gardens for radioactivity, and to measure changing patterns
of contamination in school yards and farm fields. They appreciate
having these tools that help them feel more in charge of their
lives. With our help (including contributions often
collected when we do the Elm Dance), Ludmila and her team have written,
printed and distributed a first-of-its-kind Russian-language book on
"Living With Radiation."
Now Ludmila reports a recent discovery made public by medical researchers. In the western part of the
Bryansk
region, in and around Novozybkov, studies of soil and water reveal an
abnormal and serious lack of iodine, fluoride, and selenium.
These elements normally protect tissues from radiation; their absence
makes people yet more susceptible to thyroid and bone cancers, mental
disabilities, and early mortality.
To
Ludmila and her Viola team these findings help explain the morbidity
they continue to see in and around Novozybkov. In response they
are undertaking bold, new plans for 2008. The have decided to
establish an educational center on ecological medicine in
Novozybkov. Here programs and teaching materials will alert the
population to the problems caused by lack of iodine, fluoride and
selenium, and undertake remedial projects. These include seminars
with medical doctors, exhibits of iodine-treated staples (salt, bread,
milk, water, a porridge) as well as products naturally high in iodine
(seafood, kelp, certain plants), and a wide array of posters and maps
showing sources of these depleted elements. To extend the
center's outreach, a mobile van will carry these exhibits into
neighborhoods. Last month on April 26th, anniversary of the
Chernobyl
disaster, the Viola team inaugurated this program by organizing an
Ecological Day of Health for the people of Novozybkov.
I'm
building a new web page for Viola's work in and around Novozybkov,
click on Nuclear Project in the side column. Take a look at the
photos of their trip to
Chernobyl
last autumn. I hope you'll be moved to accept our invitation to
support them, and send a cash contribution payable to Living Earth.
With gratitude for your life in this time of Great Turning,
February 22, 2008
Dear People,
Another
big storm is predicted, with likely slides, floods, and outages, but
right now the sun is making a surprise appearance. It catches in
the drops and drips from last night's rain. The soggy grass I
squish across on my way to my cottage is strewn with glitter. The
leaves of my winter kale display fat, transparent pearls that, when I
lean over and look, reflect the world.
This
new year feels like that. Beauty and radiance amidst all the
dangers and dire predictions. Even the numbers, 0 and 8, have a
comfortable, promising look, round like the shiny globules on the
kale. "8 sym-bolizes good fortune in
China
," says a travel ad for flights to
Beijing
. Zero is excellent, too. It's the empty hole in the hub that allows a wheel to turn.
The
lightness I feel must have some connection to the primaries. It's
like old times, the notion that we might have a real choice, limited as
it is. The refrain I sing in my talks and workshops, after all,
is the power of intention, the privilege of being choice-makers and
channels for change. But I'd about given up on seeing that in
electoral politics. When Fran and I were courting fifty-five
years ago, we took the NY Times along with our picnic basket and read
Adlai Stevenson's campaign speeches aloud to each other. We never
tired of his eloquence, wisdom, and wit. Now, watching Obama's
speeches, we feel the same excitement. It's all the greater now,
because that kind of honesty and intelligence has grown so rare as to
be almost extinct, and because I'd thought the American people had gone
to sleep. Also, I am deeply stirred by Obama's courage--running
for president in a violent and racist nation. Courage is
contagious; so every day his campaign continues we'll be braver for it.
The year was bright from the beginning, as I think of our weeks in
Vermont
last month. I love working at Cobb Hill with its Sustainability
Institute and co-housing community founded by Donella Meadows, whose
systems teachings I have prized over the years. This time Fran
came with me, and we went in January, when the farmers can take more
time for our workshops. I grimly braced for wintry weather,
forgetting how different dry cold is from the dank cold of the northern
California
coast. But sunny skies favored us, shining over snowy fields and
hamlets, and the air so bracing, each breath is a tonic. Morning,
noon, and moonlit night, every chance I got, I strode out into it,
filling my lungs and studying the colors of the snow.
While
we were there, Beth Sawin of the Sustainability Institute and Jay
Meade, who like Beth is a resident of Cobb Hill, tried out their new,
double-feature presentation on climate change. Beth, a scientist,
is founder of an innovative educational project called Our Climate
Ourselves (http://sustainer.org/oco). Jay is a painter and
installation artist, whose street dramas, stage sets, and giant puppets
enlist all ages to enliven the Great Turning. Their teamwork
grows out of the realization that the challenges of climate change are
so vast, and still so remote from our daily lives, they are hard to
contemplate. And it expresses their conviction that the
scientific data must be accompanied by art in order to engage our
imagination and our will. Their double feature consists of a
slide show by Beth presenting up-to-the minute information on the
crisis, followed by a shadow-puppet drama that looks back from the
future on arduous but eventually effective human responses.
The
combined show was presented twice, and I noted quite a contrast in the
way it was received. The first time, at our Cobb Hill-centered
workshop, the shadow puppet show followed directly after the slide
presentation with its sobering graphs and timelines. And we all
thought the program quite effective. The second performance was
scheduled to take place on the Friday evening of a large public
weekend. Since it was the overture to a workshop where people came with
expectations of experiential work, we decided to interpose an
interactive process between the two parts of the show.
Over a hundred were present in the old
Sumner
Mansion
as the lights dimmed for Beth's slide show. She'd brought in some
new material. The serial photos of progressive Arctic ice melt
and graphs of CO-2 acceleration struck me as even more alarming than
before. For the first time I felt physically the grip of fear in
my gut, a chill through my body. So I was glad that we had
decided to insert an Open Sentence exercise, to help people just be with the information and the feelings it provoked.
Everyone
in the audience turned to one other person to work in pairs, and the
three Open Sentences were these: (1) Of the facts I just heard
about climate change, what strikes me most is… (2)
The feelings that come up in me as I hear this information are… (3)
What I appreciate about having this information is… That third
one made people laugh--which was a nice release; but it was good to
take seriously too, and realize that after all we do want to know.
After
15 or so minutes of that process, the shadow puppet show erupted with
Jay's antic silhouettes, jazz and marching band music, and a script
both earnest and fanciful. It evoked cheers, tears and laughter
as it echoed the message of Beth's report--and helped us digest it
within a framework allowing for hope in human ingenuity and
perseverance. I was struck by how much livelier and more
appreciative the response was than at the first performance, when it
followed straight after the science. The whole evening was pretty
strong medicine, and set the tone for two days of wonderfully
determined and high-spirited work.
As I write, Kalli
Rose Halvorson stops by for tea. She tells me how auspicious is
the year of the Earth Rat, which we are now entering. In
San Francisco
tomorrow the parades will roll through
Chinatown
, storms notwithstanding. An astrologer and student of Taoism,
Kalli sketches out for me some of the qualities Earth Rat brings forth.
The
mantra for an Earth Rat year, she says, is "Break It Down." Break
down old habits and obstacles. Break down problems into discrete
pieces and tasks. The image: a family of glossy-pelted rats
are looking at a large warehouse packed with rice. They know they can
take the huge structure down. Each will focus on her own
immediate job, her bit of the wood to chew. This is not a
time for multi-tasking, Kalli emphasizes, but just working away
sequentially, consistently, in the most ordinary fashion--for real change.
Politically, she says, entrenched incumbents can forget it. Their
defenses crumble; familiar biases get deconstructed; this is the time
for a fresh start.
I just discovered a new saint, and the kind of strength he evokes is similar to Earth Rat's. I have been reading about
New Orleans
as I prepare to leave for a retreat with sixty of its community
leaders, and one of the books acquaints me with Saint Expedeet (also
called Espidee). I immediately want him in my pantheon and in my
life. Finding my daughter Peggy at work in her kitchen, putting
final stitches on a stuffed cat, I ask her to make me a little doll of
this saint to put on my altar.
To tell you his story, I'll just quote from the book, which is Voodoo Queen
by Martha Ward. "As beloved in the city as St. Anthony, St. Roch,
the Virgin Mary (and others)…, this saint, however, does not belong to
the Catholic church…. It seems that a statue of a Roman foot
soldier intended to be part of a crucifixion tableau became separated
from its companions. When the missing piece turned up on the
levee of the
Mississippi
in a box marked EXPEDITE, things began to happen quickly. Word
spread of a recently arrived saint who could bring things to a rapid
conclusion. In
New Orleans
speedy results are the true miracles…
"St. Expedeet wears the garb of a Roman soldier and crushes a raven beneath his foot. The bird manages to croak Cras! Cras!--Tomorrow,
tomorrow--wait, procrastinate, do it later, mañana. Espidee,
however, points firmly to a sundial inscribed HODIE. Today.
Do it now." There are some fine stories of how the saint,
when you call upon him, immediately helps you get things done. I
am also glad to know the Latin word for tomorrow and the etymology of
procrastinate.
What fine spirit for this year! May Earth Rat's and St. Espidee's blessings abound in your life and mine.
Cheers,
Joanna
Year's End 2007
Dear People,
Last
week of 2007: time to think of the gifts this year has brought.
I'll drop my preoccupation with calamities--the endless war-making, the
betrayal of the poor, the evisceration of Earth. The litany of
shame should not surprise: in the death-throes of the industrial growth
society, the Great Unraveling accelerates. But that's not all
that is under way. As I've seen and said a thousand times, the Great
Turning is happening, too. Time to reflect on what that invisible
revolution has meant to me this year.
It is most
immediate to me in the people who've come into my life, bringing
priceless companionship and revealing fresh forms of creativity and
courage. From scores of workshops, retreats, and gatherings this
year, their faces appear to my mind's eye. Weaving through our
shared experiences come insights to inform my heart and mind--and I
want to remember them now, as 2007's gifts to my soul.
The gift of uncertainty.
This came with fresh clarity during the last two months: in a course on
the Great Turning at the California Institute of Integral Studies
(CIIS) and in a workshop-cum-intensive organized in
Louisville
,
Kentucky
. In both of these journeys, there was a rare and undefended
sensing of both the peril and the promise of our time. And that
simultaneity--the concurrence of the Great Unraveling and the Great
Turning--became a source of revelation. No way to know how the
story will unfold. We'd prefer to be assured of a happy
ending. Many want that assurance so much they'll do anything for
it, even close their eyes. But when we let go of that wish,
something wonderful can happen. Eyes and hearts open. The
world comes into focus. As we know from emergencies, danger
itself can liberate us into fuller presence.
To quote from Edgar Morin, whose book Homeland Earth
was part of our CIIS course: "Yet if the situation is logically
hopeless, this indicates that we have arrived at a logical threshold at
which the need for change and the thrust toward complexification can
allow for the transformations that could bring metasystems into
being. It is when a situation is logically impossible that
novelty and creativity, which always transcend logic, can arise.
Thus, it is when the chemical organization of groups of millions of
molecules became impossible that a living auto-eco-organization first
appeared."
The gift of intention.
Uncertainty, when accepted, sheds a bright light on the power of
intention. That is what you can count on--not the outcome, but
the motivation you bring, the vision you hold, the compass setting you
choose to follow. Hence the essential importance and beauty of bodhicitta, the motivation of the bodhisattva. In the Buddha Dharma it is also called adhitthana,
which connotes resolve and steadfastness in choice, and also the
physical foundation of a building. As we explored together
how intention can work in our lives, other images arose: we saw it as a
rudder by which we can steer, as a vehicle we can ride, as refuge, the
one thing we can be sure about.
Resolve can save us from getting lost in grief. In
Kentucky
I came to know activists against Mountain Top Removal. I learned
what is happening to the landscape and culture of
Appalachia
: how coal companies use dynamite to pulverize everything above the
underground seams of coal; how bulldozers and dragline machines
20-stories high push the "overburden" of woodlands and top soil into
the valleys, filling the valleys. Two thousand miles of streams
have been buried, they say, and 450 mountains already gone. Cut
open a fish, they say, or a deer that had still been walking, and the
insides are black--like the water coming out of kitchen
faucets. (for a slideshow go to http://www.alternet.org/environment/70475/)
And
I saw how the activists are held steady by sheer intention. Though the
nation seems oblivious of this tragedy, though state and federal
governments look the other way, and major environmental organizations
give no priority to the issue, these men and women persist in the
vision that Appalachia can somehow be saved. They hold to their
resolve that future generations may know slopes of sweetgum, sassafras,
magnolia, the stirrings of bobcat and coon, and, in the hollows, the
music of fiddle and fresh flowing streams.
The gift of devotion. Intention
is nourished and illumined by love. Last week in our home, on
Winter Solstice, a ritual took place, which I'll not soon forget. Nine
of us gathered to honor the power of the goddess Kali as experienced by
a devotee engaged in what she calls the "dance of cancer." A good
thirty years younger than I, my friend is suffering an aggressive lung
cancer, and coping with intense chemotherapy and radiation
treatments. Through lore, chanting, and scholarship, she shared
with us the liberation she finds in the presence of Kali Maa, Mother of
All That Is.
Through my friend's words and
vitality, I saw how uncertainty, when fully accepted, can deliver us
into the only real time we have to live: the present moment.
Here, in the priceless Now, my friend is sustained by her devotion to
Kali, sees her as encompassing everything--the cancer itself and the
chemo drip into her veins and her body's will to heal. I want my
own love for life to be as strong as that. I want my devotion to
Gaia to be that joyous and sufficient. I think it is, if I put my
mind to it.
And, finally, this year has been graced with the gift of books. Of the four I would note, these first two are mine.
World as Lover, World as Self
came out this fall in a lovely and leaner form than the original 1991
edition. For six intense weeks last winter I rewrote,
reorganized, added new sections and chapters, culled others. To
keep from drowning I hired my young colleague Aryeh Shell, who had just
returned from a year in
El Salvador
. "Be my boss," I said, "There are so many pieces here, I need
you to see the whole and not let me get lost in details." We had
a great time together. I've also enjoyed the public readings that
Parallax Press has scheduled in the Bay area. My favorite so far
was at Berkeley's First Congregational when Jennifer Berezan joined me
to offer, interspersed with my readings, songs of hers that I cherish,
such as "Praises for the World" and "She Carries Me." It was so
happy an occasion for us both that Jennifer will join me again in March
to enrich a talk I'll be giving on the Great Turning at the
Sophia
Center
in
Oakland
.
For
almost two decades, Norbert Gahbler, a trainer in the Work That
Reconnects and translator of several of my books, has served as
interpreter for my workshops in German-speaking
Europe
. He is so familiar with my thinking, and so deft in conveying
it, that I sometimes imagine a bridge of neurons interlinking our two
brains. For some time now he has been seized by the conviction
that stories are uniquely effective in opening people's understanding,
and that some of the personal stories I tell while teaching should be
offered to the public in their own little book. Norbert already
knew which ones he wanted. Having interested a German publisher
(Junferman), he and another close colleague of mine flew to the States
in February for ten days of talking and taping. Our subsequent,
long-distance work together flowed easily, and now the book is in
press, due out in 2008, well in time for a June conference in northern
Germany
on the Work That Reconnects and the Great Turning. It's a slim
book, can almost fit in your pocket. Its title: Fünf Geschichte die die Welt verändern kann,
Five Stories that can Change the World--though actually a sixth tale
slyly enters before the book closes. Going over the final copy, I
was moved to tears by Norbert's ample and eloquent framing of each
story, and by the stories themselves. Maybe, sometime, an English
translation will appear.
Given the work I've been
doing to open up our experience of time and expand the temporal
context of our lives, I delight in the new book by Buddhist scholar
Taigen Leighton. His Visions of Awakening Space and Time (
Oxford
, 2007) brings out the deep ecological implications of Mahayana teachings. He focuses on the great 13th
century Japanese Zen master Dogen, and especially Dogen's commentaries
on a remarkable passage in the Lotus Sutra, where bodhisattvas are
portrayed as emerging, not from a transcendental dimension, but from
the very body of Earth. Here physical reality itself is
recognized as a dynamic agent of awareness and healing. And our
capacity to awaken into wisdom and compassion appears not as some
noble, personal achievement, but as a function of our self-organizing
universe.
The last week has brought into my hands a remarkable work by depth psychologist and wilderness guide Bill Plotkin. In Nature and the Human Soul
(New World Library 2008) he offers a groundbreaking,
ecopsychological matrix in which each successive stage of maturation is
presented in terms of challenges offered by both the natural world and
the Great Turning to a life-sustaining culture. Plotkin's work
bids fair to transform the way we see our lives. It has done that
already for me, especially since it draws illustrative material from
interviews with me and from my memoir Widening Circles.
At this gateway to a new year, alive with uncertainty and adventure, please receive my warmest and most companionable greetings.
Joanna
July 2007
Dear People,
Every
once in a while a book comes along that excites me so much no friend
escapes hearing about it. I passed it immediately to Fran who took it
on our mini-vacation in the Sierras last week. As passages were
read aloud beside the
Yuba
River
and talked about on mountain trails, I found myself digesting the book
more thoroughly, like a cow taking her food through all four stomachs.
It's Paul Hawken's new book, Blessed Unrest--and
it's about the Great Turning, though he doesn't use that term. He
calls it "the movement with no name." Though this movement is global in
its sweep and unprecedented in its scope, it's as invisible to
politicians and mainstream media as the ground under our feet.
Without any leader, guru, unifying platform or ideology, it arises
locally in small discrete endeavors and astronomical numbers, "like
blades of grass after a rain." It manifests through people,
groups and networks acting "to save the entire sacred, cellular basis
of existence--the entire planet and all its inconceivable
diversity." Sound familiar?
As we discover in
the Work That Reconnects, it takes a shift in perspective to bring new
phenomena into view. For Hawken it was the dawning realization of
the sheer quantity and variety of nonprofit and nongovernmental
organizations arising in our time for the protection of life.
Following a hunch, he started compiling lists, indices and databases,
and soon estimated their number as well in excess of a million.
Sprouting from the ground up without any apparent coordination, and
interweaving to collaborate without any central authority, their
concerns embrace the full range of environmental causes and social
justice issues. "Social justice and attending to the planet
proceed in parallel; the abuse of one entails the exploitation of the
other… Our fate will depend on how we understand and treat what is left
of the planet's lands, oceans, species diversity, and people."
And
in learning to do that, our greatest present resource lies in the
practical wisdom of those native cultures still managing to survive the
assault of corporate globalization. "The quiet hub of the new
movement--its heart and soul--is indigenous culture. Just as a
wheel cannot turn without a stationary hub, the movement reaches back
to the deep and still roots of our collective history for its
axle. For indigenous people, the relationship one has to the
earth is the constant and true gauge that determines the integrity of
one's culture, the meaning of one's existence, and the peacefulness of
one's heart." Some five thousand of their distinct cultures are still
seeking to protect their homelands, which constitute one fifth of our
planet's land surfaces. Their contribution to humanity's survival
is not their lifestyle so much as their experiential knowledge
diligently gleaned from generations of interaction with the natural
world.
We are fully capable of learning from these
primal traditions thanks to teachers that have graced our own, more
recent history. Hawken gives me fresh appreciation for the
brilliance and relevance of Emerson, for example, in helping us re-find
our place in nature; and his chapters on contemporary science do the
same with engaging clarity. Here, as he interweaves recent
discoveries in biology and immunology with global activism in defense
of life, I find the book's greatest and most startling gift.
After
describing the extraordinary intricacy and effectiveness of our body's
capacity to protect itself, he says this: "The immune system is the
most complex system in the body… The movement, for its part, is the
most complex coalition of human organizations the world has ever seen."
"The
hundreds of thousands of organizations that make up the movement are
social antibodies attaching themselves to pathologies of power.
Many will fail, for at present it is often a highly imperfect, and
sometimes clumsy movement. It can flail, overreach, and founder;
it has much to learn about how to work together, but it is what the earth is producing to protect itself." (my underlining)
"Five
hundred years of ecological mayhem and social tyranny is a relatively
short time for humanity to have learned to understand its self-created
patterns of systematic pillage. What has changed recently is the
use of connectivity. Individuals are associating, hooking up, and
identifying with one another… They are forming units, inventing again
and again pieces of a larger organism, enjoining associations and
volunteers and committees and groups, and assembling these into a
mosaic of activity as if they were solving a jigsaw puzzle without ever
having seen the picture on the box."
"But immune
systems do fail; this movement most certainly could fail as well.
What can help preserve it is the gift of self-perception, the gift of
seeing who we truly are… What it takes to arrest our descent into
chaos is one person after another remembering who and where we really
are."
Cheers and blessings to you all in the Great Turning,
Joanna
May 2007
Dear People,
What
I love about the Work That Reconnects is the voices that come through.
I mean the voices of our ancestors, the future generations, and the
other species with whom we share this planet. They are rarely
evoked or even mentioned in public debates about policy options, as
relating, for example, to climate change; but we need to hear them if
we're going to meet the crises of our time with any moral
intelligence.
These voices are right
here. Given the deep connections that interweave us with the web
of life, they are within us. No special magic is required to call
them forth. Those of you who have come to workshops know how
simple it is to sit down together, set a shared intention, and by the
power of our imagination, speak on behalf of another being. Each
time this happens, I am awed by the clarity and authenticity of the
words that come through. I think I have never loved people more than at
the moment when they slip aside from their persona and lean forward in
utter concentration to let another perspective be communicated.
In that moment, as we shift our perspective to that of a different
being and give it our full attention, the walls around the separate ego
dissolve into wider contexts of space and time. Afterwards we are
never quite the same; notions about our needs and entitlements have
shifted a bit, and so, to some degree, has our sense of who and where
we are.
Since the Council of All Beings began
happening over twenty years ago, many thousands of people have
had the experience of speaking on behalf of another life-form, be it an
animal or plant species, or a feature of the environment like a river
or mountain or the wind. More recently, as "deep time" work
becomes ever more relevant and rewarding, it has brought an array of
practices that breed felt connections with past and future generations,
and that let us speak to them and for them.
Such use
of the moral imagination is urgently needed right now. In
response to oil depletion and climate change, the campaign for a new
generation of nuclear power stations is gaining ground. In the
name of assuring a supply of "clean" energy in amounts deemed essential
for a vital economy, this campaign is being waged not only by the
nuclear industry and its servants in government, but also by reputable
figures allied with environmental causes. These pundits soberly
"crunch" the numbers and argue that to maintain an operative economy
and tolerable lifestyle, nuclear power is the only "rational"
alternative before us.
I'm tired of talking back to
these people in my own voice. I'd rather make other voices
audible. I'd like the ancestors to chime in and remind us of the
millennia they managed without refrigerators, and still crafted lives
of nobility and purpose. And how the art and wisdom and discoveries
they've left us required no turbines or transmission towers. As
for the future ones, who will live with the radioactive wastes we leave
behind for ages longer than life on earth, it is not hard to imagine
what they would have to say. If they can trace the causes of
their suffering, they'll surely wonder at our level of humanity.
They might ask us to look at victims of contamination in our
present-day world, at uranium miners and down-winders from test sites
and children of
Chernobyl
--and to see in them their own future faces.
Those
native to this land have known for a long time how to listen to the
future ones. That each choice and change of policy be weighed by
its consequences for the next seven generations was a teaching of the
Great Peacemaker a thousand years ago. Observed to this day
by the Onondaga and Mohawk Nations, it is similar to indigenous
practices across the continent. The recently established
Indigenous Environmental Network (IEN) is giving fresh fresh emphasis
and institutional form to this regard for the future. At a
gathering last year in
Bemidji
,
Minnesota
, the IEN issued a statement on Seventh Generation Guardianship.
It deserves to be adopted by us all. The full text is available
through the website of the Science and Environmental Health Network, www.sehn.org), but here are a few words.
At
the outset "the first mandate" is set forth: "to ensure that our
decision-making is guided by consideration of the welfare and
well-being of the seventh generation to come"
Then,
after addressing the harm that has been done in recent times to the
natural world and its indigenous peoples, the statement concludes in
this fashion:
"Who guards the web of life that nurtures and sustains us all?
Who watches out for the land, the sky, the fire, and the water?
Who watches out for our relatives that swim, fly, walk, or crawl?
Who watches out for the plants that are rooted in our Mother Earth?
Who watches out for the life-giving spirits that reside in the underworld?
Who tends the languages of the people and the land?
Who tends the children and the families?
Who tends the peacekeepers in our communities?
"We tend the relationships.
We work to prevent harm.
We create the conditions for health and wholeness.
We teach the culture and we tell the stories.
"We
have the sacred right and obligation to protect the common wealth of
our lands and the common health of our people and all our relations for
this generation and seven generations to come. We are the
Guardians for the Seventh Generation."
The Science
and Environmental Health Network, which we can thank for
conceptualizing and promoting the Precautionary Principle under the
inspired leadership of Carolyn Raffensperger, worked with
the IEN to catalyze the
Bemidji
event. Aiming to help identify and designate guardians for
specific places, species, languages or communities, SEHN is working on
the legal framework to be used, as well as on training materials, and
eventually a web site to come on line in November. In February I
met with some of its key players, when Carolyn, Nancy Myers, and Ted
Schettler came for a invigorating two-day visit. It's wonderful
to work with folks who operate with equal facility on both the right
and left sides of the brain. That's a fine capacity for the Great
Turning!
Blessings upon you of this present moment and all our companions in deep time.
Joanna
Jan 6, 2007
Dear People,
I
am writing on Twelfth Night, a dozen days since Christmas. That
means it is Epiphany, or Drei Königstag, the day the three kings
arrived, bearing gifts, guided by a star in their search for the
sacred. They found it new-born in a cowshed, and worshipped it.
Our holiday gift-giving stems from that story, but what I treasure most
is captured in its name. Epiphany: the manifestation of the
sacred. I love this day. I love it for what it declares as
possible and what it reminds me to do. To let what is holy appear
to my eyes, to discover it right here in the midst of life, igniting
into radiance when, for a moment, I pay attention.
Perhaps
because so much of our world is endangered now, appearing more fragile,
more impermanent than ever before, the beauty of it can be
excruciating. Walking to my cottage to write this, I catch, for
the first time in months, the fragrance of jasmin; see on a cloudbank
overhead the sunset's last reflections; pick up from the grass a
cardboard airplane Julien had been flying from the upstairs deck.
You know those moments, when even the most ordinary pierces the heart.
When I was a boy, each week
On Sunday we would go to church
And pay attention to the priest
He would read the holy word
And consecrate the holy bread
And everyone would kneel and bow
Today the only difference is
Everything is holy now
Everything, everything
Everything is holy
now.
On the last morning of our workshop in
Nova Scotia
, one of the participants, Heather Scott, played a recording of this
song as her offering to the group. "Holy Now" by Peter Mayer was a
perfect closing for our five days together. Our hearts were so
wide open and new, each moment felt like an epiphany.
I was in
Oakland
this morning and afternoon doing a benefit for the Green Sangha. It was a luminous day. Sun glinting off
Lake
Merritt
, light-filled hall brimming with voices, then flute music, then rapt
silence as the two or three hundred present practiced anapanasati,
mindfulness of breathing in and breathing out. Randy Hayes, joining me
on the program, brought his distinctive warmth and clarity from his
decades of eco-activism since he founded the fabled Rainforest Action
Network. The event was named "the Great Turning," and Green
Sangha organizers saw to it that some real work got done. With
the materials and information they supplied, each attendee wrote a
letter--either to the California Chamber of Commerce telling them to
get behind the state Assembly Bill cutting greenhouse gas emissions, or
to the CEO of Whole Foods urging the chain to reduce, and eventually
eliminate, its use of plastic bags and containers, so toxic to Earth
and all beings.
The Green Sangha consists of
chapters which meet monthly in people's homes so they can meditate,
then share information, then plan actions to carry out together.
One of their chapters' initiatives, Rethinking Plastics, teaches people
how to give PowerPoint presentations on the hidden dangers of plastic,
provides a Traveling Display to take to grocery stores on Saturday
mornings to educate customers, and organizes Nature Ware parties
describing the ecological and health costs of plastic and showing
healthy alternatives that are already available. (www.greensangha.org)
[Between half a trillion and 1 trillion plastic bags are used worldwide
per year – an average of 150 bags per year for every person on
Earth. These bags are made with petroleum (or genetically
engineered corn) and virtually indestructible; they leech their toxins
into the food chain, and kill more than a million birds and huge
numbers of sea mammals and fish.]
Along the same lines of matching actions to Dharma teachings, the Buddhist Peace Fellowship has an award-winning magazine, Turning Wheel.
The last issue, inspired by BPF's founder, Robert Aitken Roshi, and
entitled "A Call to Action," includes an interview with me. I'd
like to quote here from my opening remarks.
TW: This issue of Turning Wheel is a "call to action" in a time of urgency. What actions would you call people to?
Joanna: The
phrase suggests sounding the bugle and getting everybody to run to the
barricades. That's the response we've become habituated to:
urgency, urgency, urgency! At this point, I'm convinced that it
is too late to turn around the collapse of the industrial growth
society, and that the task we all have, and one that I find worthy and
exciting, is to help each other through it, saving what we can, and
making sure that the collapse destroys as little as possible.
There's
so much to save. There are many mental, spiritual, and
psychological tools that we can give each other, as well as linking
arms to slow down the destruction and to create new forms, new
structures, new Gaian ways of doing things.
The
Great Turning, as a concept and perspective, helps us understand that
the industrial growth society is doing itself in. There's no way
to save it, and why would we want to? There's also no point in
buckling on the armor and heading out to destroy it, because it's doing
that job very well itself.
So what we want to do is focus on serving life as best we can in this time of unraveling and destruction…
TW: Do you think some fronts are more urgent to work on than others, or do you think it's all equally urgent?
Joanna: Some
clearly have more repercussions, deeper levels of causality in our
planet's system. Rising sea levels and shifting ocean currents
caused by melting arctic ice, for example, could bring on famine quite
rapidly.
It's just common sense that some
issues are more urgent than others. But the problem with
prioritizing is that we can start to compete in urgency, to say, "My
issue is more important than your issue." If we are fully,
undividedly responding to this time of crisis, we won't try to harangue
each other. We won't say, "What are you doing just working for
women at the rape center when there are…blah, blah, blah." I find
that tiresome in the extreme. All these concerns are
interrelated. An attitude that says: "I'm doing this, but I
totally respect what you're doing" will serve us better in the long run.
Also
we need to realize that we may not succeed, and to actually take that
in. Because we suspect it, so we might as well bring it around
from behind our left ear where we don't want to look at it: We may fail. Like
everything else in life, the Great Turning comes with no guarantee
we'll pull it off. But this is our chance you know? The
very dire nature of our situation helps us drop our dependence on
seeing the results of our own actions. Once we drop that, then
we're almost unstoppable. It's very liberating.
The
Work That Reonnects lends itself to any issue. This is certainly
demonstrated Down Under. "Stillness in Action" retreats,
combining this groupwork with Dharma talks and sitting practice, were
invented in the 1990s by Bobbi Allan and Simon Clough in
New South Wales
, and continue to spread in other regions of
Australia